Grisly inside as darkness just dawned
the strength of the strong has sleepily just yawned.
Hacking at desires whilst knifing myself
the pains sometimes soothing whilst dying to thyself.
Waging an invisible war known to none
untold boogies on the radar yet no ammo in my gun.
Fist to face and steel to flesh
i’m a tiny baby i should be in creche.
No amor and fortress’s been breached
crying out for help but the cavalry can’t be reached.
Sniper of the roof got’s me in her scope
bullet to the brain, is there any hope?
Seeing myself see myself, as they drag me to hell
what am i doing here? Then my atrocities they tell.
Burning and boiling and clutching fire
its all my doing as a human i’d not take consciousness higher.
Bond by ropes of desire and by their noose shall i be strung
slave to an unchaste savage tongue.
Will i learn my lesson and turn to transform
Or in the next life another family for an empty body shall morn.